&& how can you put all this on me

you think that i dont hear

well open your eyes..

cuz im right there.

you look into my face.
expressionless.
cold.
distant.
you ask what's wrong,
and i say fine.
but you know what.
fine is far from the truth.

hey..

havent updated in a while..

hmm school has been okay..field hockey has been okay too..we are improving a lot.  im doing good in most of my classes..except for english..oh well eff that.

today was a really good day until the end.  i was pretty happy for most of it...and our field hockey psyche was pretty funny. 

but now i would like to punch my face into a wall.

<3devon

hey..

i havent updated since i started school..

well the first few days i absolutley hated it..but now its getting better..im getting used to my classes and im making new friends. =].. hehe.

field hockey is also good..i love the team..they are awesome..

hmm..

yea thats about it.

<333

well i survived my first day of high school...

barely.

oh boy...my other classes are good except geometry..ive got lunch with mer, brynne, vincnet, and a bunch of other people.  mego is in my gym class and homeroom..and latin is a pretty good class.  ugh i was so lost.  oh well..ill get over it..

<3333333devon

i am updating for brynne. =]

last night i had  mego heidi emma brynne and carly sleep over for like an end of the summer sleepover type sort of thing.  they got dropped off at greenacres and we watched the fireworks and took some sexyyy pictures.  me and meg woohooed at them. lmao.  heidi also took a poop. haha.

then we came back to my house and went outside and jt, jack, shill, brad raynor, tommy, waz, jordan, and ian came and we made smores with them and just like hung out and then all the guys left. then we went in the hotttttub and talked and took more pictures and made bubbllessss..hehe.  then we got out and came inside and changed and jack jt and shill came and we hung outside with them for a while.  when they left we went in the hottub again and talked to jt and trevor on the phone..trevor is hilarious..looosee the tuddee...haha.  then we came in and it was like 2:00 am and we were all grumpy and tired so we just passed out downstairs watching some fresh prince.

oh jeez..we woke up this morning at 8:57 (4 hours of sleep) and finsihed off the sexy cake that me and mego made and then had donuts.  then we danced and listened to music and then eveeryone left.  emma was the last one and we had a nice little talk. lol.

i <3 them..fun night fun night.

but you know what i have to say about that night...blow my cockkkkkkk.  lmao.

xodEvOn